
Title: I Am the Monster Under the Bed
Author: Emily Zinnikas
Release date: September 15th, 2026
*Huge thanks to the publisher for sending me a digital ARC of this one!*
I gotta be honest – when I saw the email from St. Martin’s Press come through offering this ARC for review, I wasn’t a fan of the title. After having read the book – and loving it by the way! – I’m still not a fan of the title. Reading the title initially, it gave me the sense that this was YA or middle grade horror. Pushing my trepidation aside, I read the synopsis and a light bulb went off. This was going to be my jam.
When I was a kid first getting into horror, there were only two tropes that truly terrified me – monsters under the bed and creatures in the woods. When I read the synopsis, I was immediately snagged by those two details. That as a child, Willa, the MC, had memories of something under her bed. And, that a group of teens went into the woods and only Willa came out. And though, in the description it doesn’t outright say ‘creature in the woods,’ that’s where my mind immediately went!
What I liked: Keeping with my ‘I gotta be honest’ opening line, I honestly had no idea this was Emily’s debut novel. When a publisher reaches out regarding an ARC opportunity, I have one line of thought – is the synopsis something I’d enjoy. If I’ve heard of the author before, great. If not, it doesn’t turn me away if the synopsis is intriguing. The reality of life is that we all have the same twenty-four hours in the day and every day is busy. I only have so much reading time – even less right now during the summer – so, I want to maximize my reading pleasure, and when I read this synopsis, I knew I’d enjoy it.
The novel follows a world renowned author, Willa, who paints under the moniker W. Sloane. Few know that W. Sloane is one and the same as the sole survivor of the Rapture Mystery Slayings, the event where six of Willa’s high school friends were brutally murdered, while she survived. She didn’t do that, she knows it, but back then, the local police and residents doubted her story and that she was the only one to return. She was always considered weird. She had a friend named Elliot who lived under her bed. She stayed clear of her basement, where the shadow people lived and wanted her gone, and she fed the forest to keep it full. On the night of the deaths, she forgot to leave meat out for the forest to feed, so, for all of these years, she’s blamed herself for their deaths, though she didn’t kill them.
She’s stayed away since graduation, but that all changes when a celebrity psychic calls her out and demands the cold case be reopened. Coupled with her beloved high school art teacher passing away, she’s forced to return and confront her past, and how that’s rippled into the present, head on.
Zinnikas does a great job of painting (no pun intended) the reclusive nature of Willa. The why of her shunning publicity, even as her paintings are hung in the most prestigious museums and art galleries around the world. And when a journalist sneaks in under the false pretense of an art interview, her cover is blown and the paparazzi nature of our TMZ world helps send Willa back to Rapture.
Once there, we get to see a familiar storyline. The return of the outcast. How small minds stay small in small towns and how those who remain can’t fathom that people change. Luckily for Willa, she befriends a new cop, even as people from her past show up and she struggles to not spiral. She’s there, doing this for the one woman who believed in her.
There were at least a dozen scenes in here where I felt my feet pull away from the end of my bed. Between trips down memory lane where Willa recounted her friendship with Elliot under her bed, to scenes within the forest and how branches would move and sway as though independently controlled, I was terrified. There’s large sections of this book that read close to the horrific atmosphere shown normally in Indie horror, not in polished, Big Five Press horror, so kudos to Emily and her editor for keeping the book as dark as they did, because that was a significant worry I had when I started.
Additionally, I’d like to point out how much I loved Zinnikas’ internal dialogue aspects of Willa as she struggled with her guilt/experience/survivor mind. Between how Willa was processing being stalked, running into the high school teacher who was inappropriate with her all those years ago, and being the only survivor – while being alluded in public by adults and professionals that she was the one who did it – Willa is a complicated character. Never once did it feel like an overwhelming amount of hurdles for the reader to deal with and the flow of Willa’s mental state was easy to follow and feel for.
The final quarter takes a different turn with the psychic becoming more involved and the secrets of Rapture coming to the surface. Those things that Willa saw that made her weird. It made for a fantastic finale, the forest really coming into detail and the cinematic climax as equally scare as hell and cathartic.
What I didn’t like: The only thing that stuck out for me was that I found a lot of the Rapture random people introduced didn’t get much time to become individual entities. Which meant when Willa would bump into a rando in the grocery store or wherever, I often couldn’t remember if she’d already encountered them or not. It wasn’t a big thing, but outside of a few Rapture residents, most of the characters beyond the main crew were all grey and not materialized.
Why you should buy this: This was fantastic. Every beat felt hypnotic and Willa made for a great MC. I’m still stunned this was a debut novel, because it reads like Zinnikas has been publishing for years. A dark, gripping, engaging read, ‘I Am the Monster Under the Bed’ had me hooked from the beginning. After having finished it, I want to read even more books with people being friends with what goes bump in the night and you already know how much I love my horror set in the woods.
For anyone looking for a fast-paced scarefest, this one will make you keep the lights on and flipping the pages until the sun rises once again. And for anyone wanting a smalltown who-dun-it with creeps and thrills, look no further.
Loved this one.








