Title: Kiss Me
Author: Andrew Pyper
Release date: January 1st, 1996
For the past six years (maybe seven?) I’ve been rampaging my social media pages with all things Andrew Pyper during the month of May. When I say rampaging, I mean posting EVEN MORE Pyper content than usual. I dubbed it Pyper-May-Nia (with Andrew’s blessing) and outside of year one which was kind of lame (and 100% my fault for being lame), it’s been a fun time. Now, of course, there’s always the negative Nancy’s, those who comment or DM about the frequency of my Pyper posting, but the funny thing is, if I was posting about an author who wrote ‘IT’ or ‘The Dark Tower’ series every day, those same people would be loving it. So, to them I say, tough shit.
I often do a reread or two during May of Andrew’s work as well, and in the lead up to May arriving, I dove back into his debut collection, ‘Kiss Me.’ I personally prefer the simple, stark cover image of Leah McLaren (who was Andrew’s girlfriend at the time, and the phot was taken by Andrew) in the diner that adorned Porcupine Quill’s original version, versus the re-released edition through Harper Perennial where they added some color, filtering and reference Andrew’s highly successful debut novel ‘Lost Girls,’ which is why I chose that one for this post.
My first time through this collection was back in the halcyon days of 2019.
I went in tentatively, not sure how I’d connect with a collection that was purely literary fiction. Outside of a single story (1001 Names and Their Meanings), where the ending can be considered a turn for the worst, if you see it that way, there are no shades of the juggernaut Andrew would become soon after in the Canadian Horror world, or the wider world thereafter.
The stories within this are a sublime mix of growing up. Of the micro and macro of each person’s life, as seen through the lens of a writer also trying to find their footing in the fiction world. In the past, I’ve written a non-fiction piece comparing an Andrew book to a movie (One Week) and making the further connection to iconic Canadian Band, The Tragically Hip. After having reread this collection now, I’m confident in saying that Andrew is to Canadian Fiction what The Tragically Hip is to Canadian Alternative/Rock. Both shape their stories/lyrics around people, place and Canadiana. Both speak deeply of the people and through their writing/singing voice, connect with those across the globe.
Within this collection, Andrew showcases his versatility and within that versatility, we are richly rewarded for meeting each and every character, no matter how flawed they are.
The collection opens with ‘Dime Bag Girl,’ a story that immediately showcases the emotional depth that Andrew will be laying on the reader. Now, as a 42-year-old, I look back at those days in high school with a mixture of fondness and frustration. But I connected deeply with this story. It reminded me of certain people, of different events and ultimately the struggle to look beyond as a teenager, to move on and leave those we cared for behind. In this case, a new girl moves to town, her dad the judge. She connects with our MC, and they form a fast friendship. When it hits that she’ll be moving soon and life will go on, Andrew addresses those emotions so very well, and it connected with me that in about a decade, my son will be in the same place this MC is, potentially going through the very same thing.
I won’t go through each and every story here, but ‘Dime Bag Girl’ is a great micro aspect of the macro effect that this book delivered. ‘Call Roxanne,’ was a reflection piece, about a young man being dropped off at an institution by his father. We get a great look at the complexities of a father and son, of connection and the inabilities to express emotions between generations. Within the story, our MC uses a washroom and written on the wall is a phone number and the words ‘Call Roxanne,’ which resonates with the MC in ways he never thought possible. This story was so very powerful in its approach but also about the aspects around mental health and how sometimes, those we call parents can’t see past their children’s perceived flaws.
Andrew tells each story as they are, unflinching and combative at times, not giving the characters or the reader an inch of ‘oh jeez’ compassion. This is greatly on display with the gut wrenching title story, ‘Kiss Me.’ Andrew introduces us to a man who has found the love of his life. Then, on a seemingly ordinary day, he lights the BBQ and suffers horrible burns. From that point on, we watch him spiral into a self-imposed isolation where the only person who wants to keep loving him can no longer love who he’s become. This was heartbreaking, frustrating and a story that is timeless in its asking the reader ‘what would you do in this situation?’
‘X-Ray’ is another such story that pushes the reader in ways unexpected. An X-Ray tech details her perfect life, which includes her boyfriend who seems like the perfect catch until he becomes physically and mentally abusive. It’s a tough, but powerful read and shows the lengths those within abusive relationships go to gaslight themselves in the search for a perfect life and a life with a significant other they love.
Within each story, we get little glimpses of the Pyper writer to come. From ‘Kiss Me’ and the burned character – foreshadowing Miles in ‘The Wildfire Season’ – and such is the case with ‘Camp Sacred Heart,’ which alludes to a scene/setting in the 2019 release, ‘The Homecoming.’
The story on itself is fairly straightforward. A boy is sent off to summer camp, wondering how it’ll go and haunted by his dad’s parting words of, ‘don’t get homesick!’ Once there, though, he immediately hits it off with another boy. The two become fast friends and are attached at the hip. On their final night before heading home, feelings are expressed, a kiss takes place and all within this, Pyper deftly showcases the complexities of young feelings, of the heart sometimes struggling to deal with the brain’s response and how sometimes, the distance of time doesn’t change anything. From start to finish this story was as about to close to perfect as you can get and one that I’ll be returning to again and again.
At the end of the day, the stories compiled in ‘Kiss Me’ showcase Andrew through his formative fiction progression years. Of a burgeoning author who fits in writing between academic commitments and who showcases – even back then – his gift of prose and of creating complex characters that you feel like you’ve known forever. Andrew Pyper has a distinct writing voice and, as a long-time fan of his work, it was wonderful to see that it has always been on display, even from the earliest days.
‘Kiss Me’ is a collection that every reader of literary fiction should read. Filled with love, loss, flaws, decisions and the ramifications of such, Pyper’s gift of storytelling is on full display here, buoyed by youth, hope and life experiences.
5/5
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